02 A Child But Not
Unsteady footsteps in the hall
Tells a tale of what's to come
He hears his mother's voice
And someone new that she's brought home
In silence he closes the door
He hopes she thinks he is asleep
Or forgets he's even there at all
In his bed, hiding under the sheets
Tucking his head under his pillow
Desperately clamping his ears
Shutting out all the awful sounds
Yet another night spent in tears
When morning comes he has barely slept
But still he finds he wet his bed
A child but not, when the roles are reversed
HE lies and waits, SHE's late and HE fears the worst
Her own needs
Always first in line
Just a drink or two
And she'll feel just fine
When she sees him crying
There's a slight sense of guilt
But that is easily fixed,
Forgotten and killed
Unsteady footsteps in the hall
Tells a tale of what's to come
She hears her fathers voice
Shouting that he is home
But this time it is different
Her mother has had enough
With knife in hand she ends his life
The perpetual wheel of violence stops