08 Darkness

 

Chaos within me  

Subversive and severe

Inhuman expectations

Bbreakdown drawing near

 

Escape my only option

To hide myself from all

Solution now so clear

From consciousness...

 

I fall

In darkness I submerge

The chaos now subsides

Inside I'm filled with calm

In peace I now reside

 

I hear the whitecoat voices

Discussing what they see

They seem to be in conflict

Of what to do with me

 

The hole I'm in grows deeper

The only way is down

They hope to bring me back

But all the same...

 

I drown

In darkness I submerge

The chaos now subsides

Inside I'm filled with calm

In peace I now reside

 

”I'm scared

Scared you will never come back to me

But when I see your face I know

You are where you need to be

 

But still, that I am not enough

To keep you around

It hurts deep inside

That in spite of my love

You let yourself drown”

 

My world is all within now

I close my eyes and...

 

Sink

In darkness I submerge

The chaos now subsides

Inside I'm filled with calm

In peace I now reside