04 Alone

 

They walk right past me, it's like they can't see me at all

Invisible, alone through life I fall

I want to be noticed, to be seen, to be heard, to be loved

What have I done to deserve this?

This hell I suffer

 

Even bullies ignore me, I try to provoke but fail

I never cause a reaction, I scream but no one cares

I can't remember, did I ever have any friends?

Feels like it's been like this forever, but in my dreams I'm not

 

Alone, I walk through life, alone, I don't want to be

Alone, it hurts to be alone, please help me!

 

In class I sit silent, no reason for me to speak

When I'm always neglected the will to talk grows weak

Should I try harder, is this somehow my fault?

Can I do anything different?

I wish that I was not

 

Alone, I walk through life, alone, I don't want to be

Alone, it hurts to be alone, please help me!

 

It's time to change this, it's time for me to live

I build the courage to look for what I need

My mindset changing, newfound hope that makes me smile

A brighter future is what I hope to find

 

I will no longer be alone, I will be a part of someone's life

And they will spend their time with me, their friend

I will be alive!

 

My heart is racing, beating really fast

What will it be like?

To feel safe and warm at last

To share my secrets, to share my inner thoughts

 

To be with others that accept me as I am

I will no longer be alone, I will be a part of someone's life

 

And they will spend their time with me, their friend

I will be alive!

 

That's when it hits me, the reason for it all

Why they can't see me, I'm starting to recall

Something happened, I can't remember when

But what I know is...I am dead!